Impostor Syndrome pt1: you’re not delusional for believing in your delulu
The magic you’re looking for is in the work you’re avoiding
I recently came across a link to submit entries for something I’ve wanted and prayed for for a LONG. I’ve done everything. I’ve filled the form, I have my story but please tell me why I haven’t submitted it yet.
Everyday, I still with my kindle reading and rereading the requirements for submissions, looking for a loophole, for a reason not to submit. I’ve edited my pitch a thousand times but still I can’t bring myself to submit.
I was on twitter today and someone tweeted “prospering in my delulu”. It kind of just hit me that I probably don’t believe in my delulu enough that’s why I’m not making a move at this opportunity that I’ve been searching for.
If there’s something that you’re delusional about, there’s a 99.9% choice that you can do it and ace it.
I left out 0.1 to create room for disappointment, just for balance sake because no one is perfect.
I wrote this just to encourage me and you to invest in, pursue, and believe in our delulu’s because that may just be our future and it would really suck if a door opens for you and you shut yourself. Won’t it?
I will believe in my delulu 😂🥺